Recently I have been in a position to appreciate certain things in a new light. We've talked previously about how I have “gone back to my roots" in gaming but lately that has morphed into an entirely new appreciation.
This is not a ‘woe is me’ scenario, but life has changed for me and my family in some small ways and some…not so small ways. Lookin’ at you, puppy. Things have changed when it's come to nuances within my job, and within our church life, and a myriad of smaller things. Now, change is not always a bad thing and in this case it's a mix of mostly positive and a good ol’ heap of stress.
That carries me to where I am mentally now.
When life gets stressful and things get rough, I have always found myself finding respite in video games. For me, this allows me to take a step back, process, and move forward, and never disassociate or use it as a tool for avoidance. Lately, with the hustle and bustle of life, it has allowed me to take moments here and there to focus more on my appreciation for the video game industry and what he has provided me as an individual.
I have been able to focus on separating the drama from what this industry can produce and put eyes on how amazing this community is. I have been able to rekindle friendships and keep up active ones. I have been able to be a part of this amazing Rightside community. Most importantly, I have been able to take a few moments to immerse myself in gaming and clear my head so I can continue to be the man my family needs me to be.
All things considered, I have a fairly unique story with this industry and sometimes I forget to be as grateful as I should be. I am lucky enough to know exactly where I would be without this industry and this hobby. Really, this applies to anyone with any hobby. The hobbies you enjoy, you enjoy them for a reason. Never let the devil steal your peace. Recognize the things the good Lord has given us and let it revitalize you as an individual and your faith.
I am blessed with an S+ tier support system around me who would do anything for me and between that, my faith, and my hobbies, I never lose faith.
Ephesians 3:17-19
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